Troy Robert Speed

were to start troy i was so young and was just getting to a good age were u were not only my brother but u were my mate to i have so many good memories with u troy and when you were living down in wollongong on ur own and i use to come visit nad stay those are the best memories cause even though i was only 14 u started treating me like a mate and less like a big brother it was good i remember when we would get drunk on the red bears and go down and get those bi bowls of wonton soup from down the chinese shop i would always try keep up drinkin with u buti had no chance i would end up blind(i would give u a good go now) i still have memories with just me and u that i havnt shared with anyone cause it was between me and u only and ill never break that. i remember when we went to nans funeral and we stayed with uncle mick and once again got drunk and me and u were just gigin uncle mick the night we wernt doing anything but just sittin in his shed drinking and laughing those are the best memories bro i wish u were around now cause things would be different it was ur birthday the other day..... there always hard days for me i dont no what to do and ur memorial is comin up in 2 days again i dont no what to do i just be by my self hoping to hear ur voice.. not a day goes by i dont think bout u bro when u left it was fucked and it really fucked me up.......doesnt matter what happins in life ill never forget u bro NEVER i wish i could come see u more but everytime i go to sydney first thing i do its come see u mick and nan. i hope ur well up there with ppl that care and love u bro alot of ppl still care and lover and respect u hear to uno wish u reached out to me even though i was young...... i have got a hole back piece for u bro its got a lil bit more left to do but when its finished it is going to look good i need to stop being a bitch and go get it finished.rest in piece my brother life is hard but i think about u and want u to look down and be proud of ur lil bro.... gorn but not forgoten